Snowed In

January 3, 2010 39holding

Well, it’s a winter wonderland again…stuck in. no cigerettes. had last one yesterday officially, yeah! came down with bad cold past few days stuck inside. yuc. missed another day at work due to storm….. tomorrow’s another day. i can’t believe i made it without a cigerette all day, maybe it’s due to the fact the i’m sick and out of coffee. been drinking tea all day. watching taped dr oz show’s he’s talking about poop again…i like him though, learn something new. took a long nap with my dog, didn’t want to get out of warm bed. excited to start my new year with new goals. it’s going to take lots of discipline. exboyfriend gave me a proposal over the phone with condition of prenup!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he literally said to me “deal? or no deal?” I said NO DEAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it’s not about getting a ring either, he just doesn’t get it. It’s been about all our differences and how they affect us. We are polar opposites. His glass is half empty and i’m half full, he’s a realist, planner….i’m spontaneous. he says i’m always wearing rose colored glasses…i say thanks, that’s a complement…he saves, i spend. anywho. does anyone actually read these random blogs? never done a blog and not doing any spellcheck either, this is suppose to be cathartic right? well, hope to hear from someone, would love any advice ……oh here is a greatest advice. “The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.”